For once, I thought the banging of ideas in someone’s mind is a normal process to any.
Just by now, I realized thoughts aren’t supposed to be like that.
It is rather a psychological uneasiness you’ve developed through the accounts, hearsays and statements about yourself.
Upon the process you’ll develop doubt and confusion on who are you and what should you do.
And then, another issue pops out once again.
Then, you’ll have to repeat the whole process of rehashing, analyzing and reasoning once again…
And the anxiety well, obviously will be neverending.